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erYzah
im currently feeling...
bored
excited
afraid
stressed
depressed
amused
confused
used
bruised

call me Ryzah
please do pronounce it as REEZA. tenksh! nursing student. Cebu City. misses high school. dying to get out.

the smile appears
strawberry-melon shake. vanilla ice cream. white roses. white cats. labrador retrievers. pugs. cool avatars. beach!!! tv/movies!!!

tv addict
ALIAS. CSI. Joan of Arcadia. One Tree Hill. Desperate Housewives. Veronica Mars. Ed. Pimp My Ride. Punk'd. Spongebob. Shaman King. Lost.

get into the movies
harry potter. the count of monte cristo. city of angels. cruel intentions. shrek. finding nemo. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. constantine. star wars. beautiful mind. forrest gump. mean girls. proof.

great reads
the da vinci code. angels and demons. digital fortress. the alchemist. catcher in the rye. on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god. the other daughter. veronica decides to die. harry potter. twisted. those by john grisham.

Dissociative Identity

stare into my eyes
this insanity never dies
look into my soul
a spot, a big hole

hold my hand gently
feel the uncertainty
listen to my voice
hear the loud pleading noise

grin amidst my scowl
laughter despite a howl
unaware of my hidden intentions
beneath my chaste deception

Panic Attacks

betteR cRaP

I'm Hearing Voices

My Obsession

bend and not break by dashboard confessional

$rock on!!! \m/$ emo

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12.18.2004

mY xMas wiShLisT

i've been thinking about christmas lately. and guess what first got into my mind when i hear that word...

yup! you're probably right.

GIFTS!!! a lot of them... !!!

and because i believe everybody i know is a good person, i bet all of them would be willingly honored to realize my anticipated xmas wishlist...

one month vacation -- i'd be psyched to go somewhere in the bahamas without any school work bothering me... but a trip to camiguin or boracay would do... and puhleeZz, don't forget to pack my friends, along with my suitcases, with me...

my own laptop -- i've been dying to have this thing... but unfortunately, because of my family's social status, i can't afford that right now... maybe in the next hundred years... JOKING!!!

a ticket to a concert of any of my fave bands -- definitely no boy bands... FYI: i don't like any boy band... i hate them!!! i love emo bands like dashboard confessional, but some of simple plan's and good charlotte's punk emo would do. and hey, incubus is one of the greatest bands ever!!!

my own digicam -- dying to have this too... just can't have it. but miracles do happen, right?... HOPEFULLY! im just fond of taking pictures... as if i'm good at them... :) but i do believe that talents can be developed... :) LOL!

a library full of books written by my fave authors -- no don't get me wrong here. i am not a BOOKWORM!!! i just love reading. anyway, don't ever forget dan brown (just can't easily get over the da vinci code) , john grisham (love his works), judith mcnaught (they say she's a good author) and some of stephen king (talented man.. brings you to his world)books on the list. and don't ever think twice about giving me a harry potter collection... a million thanks j k rowling for making your world a part of mine...

a mini portable mp3/vcd/dvd player along with a hundred cds -- i bet there's alerady something like this. i mean, this is the modern world! high technology, anyone? anyway, i've fallen head over heels with music and movies... two m's there... i just can't help but love them...

an entertainment center in my room -- complete with a surround system, 40-inch tv and mp3/vcd/ dvd player... hey! i'm not that crazy to believe that someone would actually give me this one. but still, miracles happen, right? :P

cute little habagat sort of wallet sling bag -- this a necessity... i need to use something where i place my phone whenever i go and hang out with my peepz... can't bring a bag, you know!

a new acoustic guitar -- don't worry i won't ask for the one that costs P40,000.00... i can accept the cheaper ones... which costs P4,000.00 or P3,000.00... any of those, man! it's your money. you choose. but let your conscience guide you... :) LOL

a pair of sandugo sandals -- i hope my manita is kind enough to give me this one... i really like them!!! i'd be glad to wear them at the beach... sigh...!!! BEACH!!! i miss the beach!

(talking to myself) KEEP YOUR HOPES UP, BUDDY! IF YOU'LL BE NICE, MAYBE STANTA WILL STOP BY AND GRANT ONE OF YOUR WISHES.... OR MAYBE HE'LL GIVE YOU A MAGIC LAMP WITH A GENIE IN IT!!! OR MAYBE THE PERSON READING THIS JOURNAL WILL BE GENEROUS ENOUGH TO DO IT... :P

REMINDER: it's christmas time... where's your sense of humor?

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