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Same State as Me Sanity Deficient Kid
the blogger erYzah im currently feeling... bored excited afraid stressed depressed amused confused used bruised call me Ryzah please do pronounce it as REEZA. tenksh! nursing student. Cebu City. misses high school. dying to get out. the smile appears strawberry-melon shake. vanilla ice cream. white roses. white cats. labrador retrievers. pugs. cool avatars. beach!!! tv/movies!!! tv addict ALIAS. CSI. Joan of Arcadia. One Tree Hill. Desperate Housewives. Veronica Mars. Ed. Pimp My Ride. Punk'd. Spongebob. Shaman King. Lost. get into the movies harry potter. the count of monte cristo. city of angels. cruel intentions. shrek. finding nemo. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. constantine. star wars. beautiful mind. forrest gump. mean girls. proof. great reads the da vinci code. angels and demons. digital fortress. the alchemist. catcher in the rye. on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god. the other daughter. veronica decides to die. harry potter. twisted. those by john grisham. Dissociative Identity stare into my eyes this insanity never dies look into my soul a spot, a big hole hold my hand gently feel the uncertainty listen to my voice hear the loud pleading noise grin amidst my scowl laughter despite a howl unaware of my hidden intentions beneath my chaste deception Panic Attacks
mY siNceRe ADMISSION OF GUILT oscar nominee for best drama and so on... revised LoVinG haTinG of dReaMs and reaLitY sOng oF the mOnTh (december) tHe deViL in ME mY xMas wiShLisT betteR cRaP I'm Hearing Voices
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2.09.2005 i tOLd yOu sOlisten!
listen to what your brain, common sense, tells you. listen to the screaming comrade inside your head. listen to the compassionate wind, whispering the truth. listen to the hushed confessions of the gentle rain. listen to what everyone tells you. listen to yourself. just listen. look! open your eyes as you make a fool out of yourself. look at what has become of you--a jerk, an oaf, a total loser. look at yourself as you cry your heart out over unfavorable circumstances. look closely as the world showcases the truth before your bare eyes. take a closer look at yourself. just look. feel! dont fail to feel the evident deception around you. feel the bitterness inside you. feel the desire to attain the depths of oblivion, euphoria. feel the earth--alive, magnificent and full of hope. feel the innumerable opportunities for love, for life. feel everything. feel it. just feel. stop! stop fooling yourself. stop pretending to be blind. stop forcing yourself to believe that everything is doing fine. stop walking around as if nothing is wrong. stop believing that the world revolves around you. stop wearing that fake smile despite that obvious sadness. stop torturing yourself. stop hiding from reality. and stop rejecting the truth. just stop. ... i told you this was just one of those dreams. i told you it was too good to be true. i told you that you were living a lie. i tried to show these things to you and told you over and over again, but i failed. you failed. because you never even listened. you never looked. and not once did you stop to feel again. now im right. i told you so. |
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