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Sanity Deficient Kid

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erYzah
im currently feeling...
bored
excited
afraid
stressed
depressed
amused
confused
used
bruised

call me Ryzah

please do pronounce it as REEZA. tenksh! nursing student. Cebu City. misses high school. dying to get out.

the smile appears
strawberry-melon shake. vanilla ice cream. white roses. white cats. labrador retrievers. pugs. cool avatars. beach!!! tv/movies!!!

tv addict
ALIAS. CSI. Joan of Arcadia. One Tree Hill. Desperate Housewives. Veronica Mars. Ed. Pimp My Ride. Punk'd. Spongebob. Shaman King. Lost.

get into the movies
harry potter. the count of monte cristo. city of angels. cruel intentions. shrek. finding nemo. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. constantine. star wars. beautiful mind. forrest gump. mean girls. proof.

great reads
the da vinci code. angels and demons. digital fortress. the alchemist. catcher in the rye. on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god. the other daughter. veronica decides to die. harry potter. twisted. those by john grisham.

Dissociative Identity


stare into my eyes
this insanity never dies
look into my soul
a spot, a big hole

hold my hand gently
feel the uncertainty
listen to my voice
hear the loud pleading noise

grin amidst my scowl
laughter despite a howl
unaware of my hidden intentions
beneath my chaste deception

Panic Attacks


mY siNceRe ADMISSION OF GUILT
oscar nominee for best drama
and so on... revised
LoVinG haTinG
of dReaMs and reaLitY
sOng oF the mOnTh (december)
tHe deViL in ME
mY xMas wiShLisT
betteR cRaP

I'm Hearing Voices

sPeaK up!!!

My Obsession

mah muzik
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Sanitarium Admissions


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Autophobic Introvertion


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A Dose of Sanity





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2.09.2005

i tOLd yOu sO

listen!

listen to what your brain, common sense, tells you. listen to the screaming comrade inside your head. listen to the compassionate wind, whispering the truth. listen to the hushed confessions of the gentle rain. listen to what everyone tells you. listen to yourself. just listen.

look!

open your eyes as you make a fool out of yourself. look at what has become of you--a jerk, an oaf, a total loser. look at yourself as you cry your heart out over unfavorable circumstances. look closely as the world showcases the truth before your bare eyes. take a closer look at yourself. just look.

feel!

dont fail to feel the evident deception around you. feel the bitterness inside you. feel the desire to attain the depths of oblivion, euphoria. feel the earth--alive, magnificent and full of hope. feel the innumerable opportunities for love, for life. feel everything. feel it. just feel.

stop!

stop fooling yourself. stop pretending to be blind. stop forcing yourself to believe that everything is doing fine. stop walking around as if nothing is wrong. stop believing that the world revolves around you. stop wearing that fake smile despite that obvious sadness. stop torturing yourself. stop hiding from reality. and stop rejecting the truth. just stop.

...

i told you this was just one of those dreams. i told you it was too good to be true. i told you that you were living a lie. i tried to show these things to you and told you over and over again, but i failed. you failed. because you never even listened. you never looked. and not once did you stop to feel again. now im right. i told you so.

r e E z Z a h was lost @ 2/09/2005 07:21:00 PM | 0 saved me