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Sanity Deficient Kid

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the blogger
erYzah
im currently feeling...
bored
excited
afraid
stressed
depressed
amused
confused
used
bruised

call me Ryzah

please do pronounce it as REEZA. tenksh! nursing student. Cebu City. misses high school. dying to get out.

the smile appears
strawberry-melon shake. vanilla ice cream. white roses. white cats. labrador retrievers. pugs. cool avatars. beach!!! tv/movies!!!

tv addict
ALIAS. CSI. Joan of Arcadia. One Tree Hill. Desperate Housewives. Veronica Mars. Ed. Pimp My Ride. Punk'd. Spongebob. Shaman King. Lost.

get into the movies
harry potter. the count of monte cristo. city of angels. cruel intentions. shrek. finding nemo. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. constantine. star wars. beautiful mind. forrest gump. mean girls. proof.

great reads
the da vinci code. angels and demons. digital fortress. the alchemist. catcher in the rye. on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god. the other daughter. veronica decides to die. harry potter. twisted. those by john grisham.

Dissociative Identity


stare into my eyes
this insanity never dies
look into my soul
a spot, a big hole

hold my hand gently
feel the uncertainty
listen to my voice
hear the loud pleading noise

grin amidst my scowl
laughter despite a howl
unaware of my hidden intentions
beneath my chaste deception

Panic Attacks


formspring.me
moving out
feeling crappy
Regret's Bitter Cry
eMo mOde
insomnia
cuRiosity oveRcaMe me...
untamed freedom
Creative Cloning
seduction of the sea

I'm Hearing Voices

sPeaK up!!!

My Obsession

mah muzik
hands down by dashboard confessional bend and not break by dashboard confessional i write my soul rock on!!! \m/ emo yeah?! tell me about it! believe me wiNgs i deseRve to haVe the dreamer Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Sanitarium Admissions


December 2004
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March 2006
August 2006
April 2007
December 2009

Autophobic Introvertion


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Insane MuzziK

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A Dose of Sanity





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12.14.2009

formspring.me

Let's play Twenty Questions. :) http://formspring.me/nullfour

r e E z Z a h was lost @ 12/14/2009 12:48:00 AM | 0 saved me

4.19.2007

moving out

i'm starting a new blog. http://thementalchallenge.blogspot.com

r e E z Z a h was lost @ 4/19/2007 02:03:00 PM | 0 saved me

8.10.2006

feeling crappy

words are useless.
they cannot define
nor give
the slightest justification
to what i feel.
or not feel.
nothing can.
when the letters
form into words and start
to make sense,
you make me realize
how clumsy i have been.
so inept.
unsure.
then the words
evolve into a
code.
impossibly rare.
unbreakable.
only through my heart
could i understand.
but not really.
somehow
truth sets in.
and i have
to close my eyes
just to plainly see
this deception.
digital fortress.
deceiving myself. blinded
by mere dreams
of perfection.
idealisms.
you.
and your
promising smile
which wasn't
really meant for me
to start with.

r e E z Z a h was lost @ 8/10/2006 04:10:00 PM | 0 saved me

3.25.2006

Regret's Bitter Cry

all has been said and done
just as i feared.
you went out of sight
as fast as you appeared.

you went out that door
without any lame excuse
which, as consolation,
my bruised heart could use.

all i can hear is the fading voice
of your resounding lies,
singing in rough chorus
their mocking goodbyes.

and all i can see is the vague silhouette
of the memories we've shared,
fading into the dark night
as i regretfully stared.





it has been a long time since i posted something. but now, i feel pretty dismayed instead of rejoicing because i have spared myself some time and returned to the blogging world. hah!

wait. i've got to get over myself!

r e E z Z a h was lost @ 3/25/2006 09:52:00 PM | 1 saved me

8.21.2005

eMo mOde

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

ive been trying to post something in this blog, but i just cant get my thoughts quite right. i dont know why, maybe because ive been really busy lately. heck, i dont know.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

it really feels good to scream. i wish i could just scream and all of my problems would go away, but unfortunately, reality seeps in. and it bites!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

missed the hale concert yesterday. i feel bad.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

why am i so emo all of a sudden?!?

r e E z Z a h was lost @ 8/21/2005 12:32:00 PM | 3 saved me