- Lost In A State Of Insanity -

Same State as Me

Sanity Deficient Kid

the blogger
erYzah
im currently feeling...
bored
excited
afraid
stressed
depressed
amused
confused
used
bruised

call me Ryzah
please do pronounce it as REEZA. tenksh! nursing student. Cebu City. misses high school. dying to get out.

the smile appears
strawberry-melon shake. vanilla ice cream. white roses. white cats. labrador retrievers. pugs. cool avatars. beach!!! tv/movies!!!

tv addict
ALIAS. CSI. Joan of Arcadia. One Tree Hill. Desperate Housewives. Veronica Mars. Ed. Pimp My Ride. Punk'd. Spongebob. Shaman King. Lost.

get into the movies
harry potter. the count of monte cristo. city of angels. cruel intentions. shrek. finding nemo. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. constantine. star wars. beautiful mind. forrest gump. mean girls. proof.

great reads
the da vinci code. angels and demons. digital fortress. the alchemist. catcher in the rye. on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god. the other daughter. veronica decides to die. harry potter. twisted. those by john grisham.

Dissociative Identity

stare into my eyes
this insanity never dies
look into my soul
a spot, a big hole

hold my hand gently
feel the uncertainty
listen to my voice
hear the loud pleading noise

grin amidst my scowl
laughter despite a howl
unaware of my hidden intentions
beneath my chaste deception

Panic Attacks

Creative Cloning
seduction of the sea
not again!
eMo...sCReaMO ! ! !
uh-huh!
...i don't know what i feel right now.
the dReaMeR's wOrLd of bLacK and bLue
whatever!!!
aAahHHh...!!!! nAming nAMeS
i tOLd yOu sO

I'm Hearing Voices

My Obsession

bend and not break by dashboard confessional

$rock on!!! \m/$ emo

Sanitarium Admissions

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A Dose of Sanity

Angelic Shrinks

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5.12.2005

untamed freedom

also seen on YOU, Inq7.net's website for the interactive youth
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In grave silence, we listen
to our hysterical voices
wailing, laughing, singing
songs of love.

In absolute madness, we dance
to pitter-patter of the rain
skipping, running, rolling
in the drenched field.

In careless declaration, we chat
of things we never thought we’d say
hissing, praising, giggling
to silly jokes we share.

And in sensory abandon, we ignore
the prying eyes
staring, mocking, envying
our untamed freedom.

r e E z Z a h was lost @ 5/12/2005 11:36:00 PM | 7 saved me

7 saved me

S.L. Corsua understood my despair and said...: You have already astounded me with your prose. Now you render me speechless with your poetry. And you're 15! Dear, I am impressed beyond words. ^_^

I have linked your blog to mine. Consider me lucky to have found such a talented young Filipina writer.

p.s.
I have typed "Null Four" as the title of your blog in my list. Do tell if you would prefer another, k. ^_^ Write more. Dream well.; 1:43 AM
Anonymous understood my despair and said...: Uyyyy galing mo naman. ganda po ng place nyo.. galing..

ingat po.

flaMINGo28.blogdrive.com; 1:58 PM
r e E z Z a h understood my despair and said...: nax! flattered nman ak0 sa iNY0!

@soulless...thank you for the compliment. and thanks for the link too... NullFOur is just fine. hugs!

@fLaMing0...thanks p0! ingatz din p0 kYo!; 7:39 PM
Anonymous understood my despair and said...: eii, thanks for the link and the description, kaya lang mali po yung URL na nailagay nyo. teehee.. :D silverfangs.blogspot.com :D

tc. :)

-darliza-; 11:19 AM
Anonymous understood my despair and said...: such an amazing piece... you're wise beyond your years, keep the inspiration flowing hugs; 10:37 PM
Anonymous understood my despair and said...: strong the force is.. on this one..
salamat nga po pala sa comment..
can't believe you're just 15..
nonetheless.. you rock girl!
may the force be with you..; 10:42 AM
blue rogue understood my despair and said...: nothing like sensory abandon to mantle one's self from stares that pretend to see too much and yet none at all.
i ache for your youth. and i wish it safe for as long as it holds true.

hope to read some more. :); 11:59 PM