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Same State as Me Sanity Deficient Kid
the blogger erYzah im currently feeling... bored excited afraid stressed depressed amused confused used bruised call me Ryzah please do pronounce it as REEZA. tenksh! nursing student. Cebu City. misses high school. dying to get out. the smile appears strawberry-melon shake. vanilla ice cream. white roses. white cats. labrador retrievers. pugs. cool avatars. beach!!! tv/movies!!! tv addict ALIAS. CSI. Joan of Arcadia. One Tree Hill. Desperate Housewives. Veronica Mars. Ed. Pimp My Ride. Punk'd. Spongebob. Shaman King. Lost. get into the movies harry potter. the count of monte cristo. city of angels. cruel intentions. shrek. finding nemo. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. constantine. star wars. beautiful mind. forrest gump. mean girls. proof. great reads the da vinci code. angels and demons. digital fortress. the alchemist. catcher in the rye. on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god. the other daughter. veronica decides to die. harry potter. twisted. those by john grisham. Dissociative Identity 
stare into my eyes this insanity never dies look into my soul a spot, a big hole hold my hand gently feel the uncertainty listen to my voice hear the loud pleading noise grin amidst my scowl laughter despite a howl unaware of my hidden intentions beneath my chaste deception Panic Attacks
...i don't know what i feel right now. the dReaMeR's wOrLd of bLacK and bLue whatever!!! aAahHHh...!!!! nAming nAMeS i tOLd yOu sO mY siNceRe ADMISSION OF GUILT oscar nominee for best drama and so on... revised LoVinG haTinG of dReaMs and reaLitY I'm Hearing Voices
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2.23.2005 uh-huh!another boring day at school. and when i say boring, i mean really boring like you would rather go home and do your chores. yes! that boring! I tried to hate you. God knows how I tried to curse you. I tried to hurt you by screaming words I didn’t even think I could say. but I failed. And I only ended up hurting myself. I tried to be strong. Or at least I pretended to be one. But you unleashed the mellow side in me. You made me melt like a marshmallow on an open fire. And the worst part is I liked it. I just couldn’t help but like it! You made me disarm my defenses. Like an obedient servant, I obeyed your every command and I crumbled at your every word. I didn’t know why, but I just did. And how I regretted it! Just as I learned to build my world around you, you left me with nothing but broken dreams and failed promises. You left me sprawled in the gutter holding on for my life. how I hated you back then. And with that, I tried to hate you. God knows how I tried to curse you. I tried to hurt you by screaming words I never thought I could possibly say. but I failed. And I only ended up hurting myself. |
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