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erYzah
im currently feeling...
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call me Ryzah

please do pronounce it as REEZA. tenksh! nursing student. Cebu City. misses high school. dying to get out.

the smile appears
strawberry-melon shake. vanilla ice cream. white roses. white cats. labrador retrievers. pugs. cool avatars. beach!!! tv/movies!!!

tv addict
ALIAS. CSI. Joan of Arcadia. One Tree Hill. Desperate Housewives. Veronica Mars. Ed. Pimp My Ride. Punk'd. Spongebob. Shaman King. Lost.

get into the movies
harry potter. the count of monte cristo. city of angels. cruel intentions. shrek. finding nemo. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. constantine. star wars. beautiful mind. forrest gump. mean girls. proof.

great reads
the da vinci code. angels and demons. digital fortress. the alchemist. catcher in the rye. on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god. the other daughter. veronica decides to die. harry potter. twisted. those by john grisham.

Dissociative Identity


stare into my eyes
this insanity never dies
look into my soul
a spot, a big hole

hold my hand gently
feel the uncertainty
listen to my voice
hear the loud pleading noise

grin amidst my scowl
laughter despite a howl
unaware of my hidden intentions
beneath my chaste deception

Panic Attacks


i tOLd yOu sO
mY siNceRe ADMISSION OF GUILT
oscar nominee for best drama
and so on... revised
LoVinG haTinG
of dReaMs and reaLitY
sOng oF the mOnTh (december)
tHe deViL in ME
mY xMas wiShLisT
betteR cRaP

I'm Hearing Voices

sPeaK up!!!

My Obsession

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A Dose of Sanity





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2.16.2005

aAahHHh...!!!! nAming nAMeS

i can't believe it!

it just doesnt seem right!!!

someone actually has nearly the same name as mine. sob!

im not over acting or anything... its just that since i was a charming little kid, ive always believed that i was the only sole bearer of this name and i liked it that way. well, i was just a cute child then...

yeah, yeah, yeah! i know that the world has a growing population and there'll always be a big probability that i wont be the only one bearing this name. i just can't help but feel a bit disappointed not having a unique name after all. but you can't blame me! im used to being special and all that stuff. and...

aAaHhH...!!!

im not saying i loathe my name now. and im not saying im still madly in love with it either.

ill just have to accept my name no matter how "not unique" it is. at least its not that common, right?

besides, what choice do i have. im not old enough to hire a lawyer. and i would never ever squander that much money just for the sake of being special. id rather go and buy some cool car, a Lamborghini Murcielago R-GtT or even an Aston Martin DBR9.

sigh! its dissapointing though. how something you carry with you throughout your lifetime and you thought was special was now giving you a disapointments you never thought were posible.

oh the heck with it!

i can always pretend my blasted name is still one of a kind.

r e E z Z a h was lost @ 2/16/2005 09:51:00 PM | 0 saved me