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Same State as Me Sanity Deficient Kid
the blogger erYzah im currently feeling... bored excited afraid stressed depressed amused confused used bruised call me Ryzah please do pronounce it as REEZA. tenksh! nursing student. Cebu City. misses high school. dying to get out. the smile appears strawberry-melon shake. vanilla ice cream. white roses. white cats. labrador retrievers. pugs. cool avatars. beach!!! tv/movies!!! tv addict ALIAS. CSI. Joan of Arcadia. One Tree Hill. Desperate Housewives. Veronica Mars. Ed. Pimp My Ride. Punk'd. Spongebob. Shaman King. Lost. get into the movies harry potter. the count of monte cristo. city of angels. cruel intentions. shrek. finding nemo. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. constantine. star wars. beautiful mind. forrest gump. mean girls. proof. great reads the da vinci code. angels and demons. digital fortress. the alchemist. catcher in the rye. on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god. the other daughter. veronica decides to die. harry potter. twisted. those by john grisham. Dissociative Identity 
stare into my eyes this insanity never dies look into my soul a spot, a big hole hold my hand gently feel the uncertainty listen to my voice hear the loud pleading noise grin amidst my scowl laughter despite a howl unaware of my hidden intentions beneath my chaste deception Panic Attacks
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4.13.2005 seduction of the seaei, i just got back from a long trip... and ive come back to make a post about how i fell in love in Camotes, Cebu... ill never forget you...how you tempted me... the magical bliss you made me feel... ill never forget how you made me love you... you crept into my mind even before i saw you. you intrigued me like none of your kind ever had. you brought out my curiosity which made me spend every second of my travel thinking of you. and wondering how you would look like. from the very first time i rest my eyes on you, i knew i would fall madly in love... i knew you were diffrent from all the others that i have encountered in my life. your beauty amazed me and got every nerve in my body longing to feel you against my skin. at first, i pretended not to care... i just didnt want to fall under your spell and spend all summer frustratingly worrying about how dark my skin tone have become. so i ignored your inviting whistles which were made possible by the rustling of the wind... i disregarded your aggressive waves returning to shore just to keep on calling out my name...your cool breeze coaxing me into falling into this mystic reverie... and at last despite the chill of the night, i helplessly fell for your persuasive enticement. i found myself enjoying your cool waters. i was never daunted by the bleak shivers that ran down my spine nor by the depressing darkness of the night. as i plunged into your soothing vivid waters, my heart told me it was love. and as i found euphoria in your arms, letting go was never an option. but time beckoned for me to wake up from this hazing ectasy. so even if it broke my heart into a thousand pieces, i fought the insistence of my heart and left you. and at night, i could still hear your voice calling my name...asking me to return. ill miss you... at the middle of the night, ill find myself remembering your voice, the roaring waves... your breath, the cool breeze... your cool waters.... ill remember how you have seduced me into falling in love with you... and at the middle of the night, ill fall asleep smiling. |
