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Same State as Me 
Sanity Deficient Kid
the blogger erYzah im currently feeling... bored excited afraid stressed depressed amused confused used bruised call me Ryzah please do pronounce it as REEZA. tenksh! nursing student. Cebu City. misses high school. dying to get out. the smile appears strawberry-melon shake. vanilla ice cream. white roses. white cats. labrador retrievers. pugs. cool avatars. beach!!! tv/movies!!! tv addict ALIAS. CSI. Joan of Arcadia. One Tree Hill. Desperate Housewives. Veronica Mars. Ed. Pimp My Ride. Punk'd. Spongebob. Shaman King. Lost. get into the movies harry potter. the count of monte cristo. city of angels. cruel intentions. shrek. finding nemo. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. constantine. star wars. beautiful mind. forrest gump. mean girls. proof. great reads the da vinci code. angels and demons. digital fortress. the alchemist. catcher in the rye. on the bright side i'm now the girlfriend of a sex god. the other daughter. veronica decides to die. harry potter. twisted. those by john grisham. Dissociative Identity 
stare into my eyes this insanity never dies look into my soul a spot, a big hole hold my hand gently feel the uncertainty listen to my voice hear the loud pleading noise grin amidst my scowl laughter despite a howl unaware of my hidden intentions beneath my chaste deception Panic Attacks
formspring.me moving out feeling crappy Regret's Bitter Cry eMo mOde insomnia cuRiosity oveRcaMe me... untamed freedom Creative Cloning seduction of the sea I'm Hearing Voices
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12.14.2009 formspring.meLet's play Twenty Questions. :) http://formspring.me/nullfour 4.19.2007 moving outi'm starting a new blog. http://thementalchallenge.blogspot.com 8.10.2006 feeling crappywords are useless. they cannot define nor give the slightest justification to what i feel. or not feel. nothing can. when the letters form into words and start to make sense, you make me realize how clumsy i have been. so inept. unsure. then the words evolve into a code. impossibly rare. unbreakable. only through my heart could i understand. but not really. somehow truth sets in. and i have to close my eyes just to plainly see this deception. digital fortress. deceiving myself. blinded by mere dreams of perfection. idealisms. you. and your promising smile which wasn't really meant for me to start with. 3.25.2006 Regret's Bitter Cryall has been said and done just as i feared. you went out of sight as fast as you appeared. you went out that door without any lame excuse which, as consolation, my bruised heart could use. all i can hear is the fading voice of your resounding lies, singing in rough chorus their mocking goodbyes. and all i can see is the vague silhouette of the memories we've shared, fading into the dark night as i regretfully stared. it has been a long time since i posted something. but now, i feel pretty dismayed instead of rejoicing because i have spared myself some time and returned to the blogging world. hah! wait. i've got to get over myself! 8.21.2005 eMo mOdeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! ive been trying to post something in this blog, but i just cant get my thoughts quite right. i dont know why, maybe because ive been really busy lately. heck, i dont know. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! it really feels good to scream. i wish i could just scream and all of my problems would go away, but unfortunately, reality seeps in. and it bites! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! missed the hale concert yesterday. i feel bad. aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! why am i so emo all of a sudden?!? |
